Falling for the last time

A quick glimpse,
A stray word my way,
A sniff of your scent,
Is all it takes to bring me back.

Your eyes keep me locked,
Your voice makes me freeze,
Your face brings it all back,
The pain and hurt and tears.

Why do I have to be tortured like this?
Why do I have to be the one who cries?
Why do I have to be plagued with everything you?
When I did nothing wrong?

You think you can use and abuse me,
You think I will come running every time,
You think your God's gift to the world,
But your not, your just a guy.

Heart beating, heart breaking.
Eyes empty, eyes dry.
You did this so stand up and take it.
Why do I still love you through all the lies?